well i just celebrated my 16th birthday .. =]]
it was fun ..
but it made me realize that its so insane how fast we grow. It seems like just yesterday, I was in the 2nd grade, in the Spelling Bee looking up at my mom for support when I didn't know how to spell something, and now I'm looking at colleges that I might be interested in applying to. Thinking back on it, all of the times that I thought, "I want to grow up already!" "I hate being too young" I think back on those times. and i say to myself " wow i was stupid" ..
Now all I think about is how hard it is to be growing up. I've had to face so many problems, that I wish I could just walk away from. I've done so many things that I wish i didn't have to do, but at the same time have no regret doing. Everytime I look back at those times, I just think wow, now i wish i didn't grow up so fast. I wish I had enjoyed every moment of my youth, however short it was.
In a way it made me sad, but at the same time, I was excited and fearful of what is to come ...
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